God is able

Waiting is the hardest part.  I really haven't had to wait for much in my life.  Rides at DisneyWorld is probably the longest I've had to wait for anything (what? wasn't that about 10 years of my life??)

At this point, we can only wait.  We can continue to "try" naturally, but according to the doctor, it's kind of pointless (less than 1%, remember?)  So it comes down to waiting. Waiting until August when my hubby takes another semen analysis to see what has changed. If anything.

Waiting is the hardest part.  Or maybe it comes in second to feeling helpless.  Perhaps it's cyclical.  Waiting makes me feel helpless.  Being helpless makes me have to wait longer.  A vicious cycle that only God can end.

I keep reminding myself that He CAN end the cycle.  In ways I would never dream. He is able to conquer anything that stands in our way.  As difficult as it is to remember day to day, minute to minute, He calls me to trust in the most difficult of times.


"God is able
He will never fail
He is almighty God
Greater than all we seek
Greater than all we ask
He has done great things


God is with us
God is on our side
He will make a way
Far above all we know
Far above all we hope
He has done great things"